11.11.11..the most memorable date...is it????

11 Nov 2011...the date that every newlyweds anticipate to be married. Like what my bestfriend,Alin says.."date artis murahan kawin"...hahahaha. Ok,, today there are few of my friends and relative is getting married. They chose this date as in to be the most memorable date ever. Is it? Is it gonna be the most memorable date ever since half a thousand of people chose this same date to get married as well? I wonder...hmm...oh well, they should make the ceremony the joyous and memorable day ever instead of looking at the date.

Honestly, I have no issues or against people with wanting to get married on this particular date. Is just i do have my own thoughts and opinions on this. I've always imagine my wedding to be the most fantastic and fun without wondering whether the date is appropriate or my dowry should be the same amount as the date itself. Oh gosh...oh yes..i have this thing about people love to give or ask for their "duit hantaran" according to their birthdate. Ok..like why??? Is that all you worth it for? Don't you know that we woman are priceless? There shouldn't be any price tag on us,for God sake. Can u imagine, if your birthdate is on the 30/12/1976...so the groom needs to give equivalent to "THREE HUNDRED ONE THOUSAND TWO HUNDRED NINETEEN AND CENTS SEVENTY SIX". Damn difficult for the groom representative to prounounce isn't it? Yes..yes...u may have this kind of "duit hantaran" if you are married to a billionaire but not to a normal executives or GM or in fact CEO. The CEO may have to sell off one of his houses in order to pay for the "duit hantaran"..hehe.

Back to the topic...11 Nov 2011...:). Seriously,I have nothing against it. But it does tickles me a bit to know that the date is so much important than the marriage itself. When i ask most of them on why they chose this date, they simply replied that it will be easier to remember their anniversaries. Ok,point taken but since the wedding itself is the most memorable moments for you, should you not remember the date and when? How can you forget THE most important day in your life? And for us women,its a once in a lifetime moment ( if in case we don't have the intention to ever married another one la..hehe)so do we need to give a lame excuse for it? Why can't they just say it "oh because...its a good number or everybody is doing it as well". Oh well,it may be embarassing enough for them if they admit the real reason for it...ahahaha.

I kept reminding myself that the wedding should be fun and should not be stagnant with guests coming in need to uphold certain protocols during the ceremony itself. I hate it if i have to attend a wedding at a Hotel. All of us been seated and we have to wait for the groom and the bridegrooms to enter before we can eat,worse of all we will be seated next to a stranger whom we do not know which side are they from or are they close or distant relative or just an acquaintance. We basicly were forced to make a conversation to the next person although a simple 'hello' will do but still it will be a bit uncomfortable, when we need to pretend to be lady..i mean a real Lady,mind you. No fidgeting while seating, eat with your mouth close (that i agree, obviously as i could not tolerate people munch their food noisily),converse with next person with a tiny voice where as you are very loud person...oh dear...i have always dread this situation will happen among my friends or cousins while attending MY wedding. I do not want them to be a puppet. I want them to enjoy at my wedding for sure.

So,although it is kind of late that at my age now to imagine fun and memorable day ever on my wedding but who cares..i am still not married and i will make sure that when that day comes..i will not bother about the date and definitely gonna have fun with my close friends and relative. People may do whatever they want on my wedding...no protocols whatsoever although it will be held in a hotel. No 'bersanding' as i have always fretted to the day that i have to look like a doll and was publicly been display for everybody to see and gossips whether my wedding gown is pretty or whether the pelamin is big and spacious enough or beautiful enough...and yes,not forgetting people will comment this.."the pelamin is too small for the photographer to shoot photos"..gosh..who cares!
And also,i will make sure there is space for my elderly relatives to "lepak" which i definitely call that space as "LAY-PARK"..hhehe. I guess most of you have attended a wedding where you can only sit there for only 15 minutes. Eat and then you have to leave as there not enough chairs to sit and "lepak".

Oh well...who cares about the date? When you have met THE ONE...i don't think the date is important anymore. What's important is that there is new future and life is awaiting for you.

So,for those who is getting married today...May Allah bless you all and happy getting married today...:)..enjoy the 11.11.11....

Cheerios

Very the rajin...maybe..hehehe

Ok..I am very the rajin today. Not because i wanted to write more in this blog,its just that there is something in my brain wishes to splurt out from it.

My good friend,Elaine has been asking me when will I be continuing my story? Honestly, I could not remember which story that it was half way done..hahaha. So,when she mentioned the story line,the incident came up into my mind immediately although I have been wanting to erased it from the list of my brain RAM.
I suddenly remembered that due to that "ONE" particular incident that had happened 10 years ago that initiates me wanting to write. Like I used to tell to myself,"to be a good writer..u need to write what you know". But then, does my story will be accepted by the public? Oh well...a promise is a promise. I have promise Elaine that I will continued it no matter what.

So,give me few days to gear up myself to continue the story. At least I should finish it rite?

Cheerios...:)

Christina Perri - A Thousand Years (Official Music Video)

I dedicated this song to him which he obviously do not know that I am posting this..hahaha..:)...yeah..it has been A Thousand Years that i have been waiting for you. May Allah grant my prayers soon when he is back next year..hmm...keep my promise..shall wait for you no matter what..:)

Short stories...hmm

Ok..I need to start to write my short stories again. I have this vivid imagination of a love story about families,friends and lovers. The sacrifice in friendship.It is in my head but I am not ready to publish it out yet...in writing i mean.

I have always wanted to write but I can never concentrate on it. Ok,so this time I will try writing again. Hope this time the story will have an end.

Ok..again, I have no idea why is it I am so easily went blank with ideas. I used to have a lot things to say in here..

So, i guess i need to gear up and read more books to build up my ideas...:)...

till next time...cheerios..

Real Steel Official Trailer 2 - 2011 HD (720P)

Really love this movie a lot...hahhahaha...

New look obviously

Since i have promised myself that yesterday was my last depressing post, so i decided to change the design of my blog. Makes it more colorful,brighter and most important of all more cheerful. Rather the previous dark side kinda of look..the more i look at it the more depress i will get.

So,today get into the office in the morning. Settle few things that should be settled and off to JB. My hometown and my home in Kulaifornia. I missed it a lot and definitely I am going to visit my late father's grave. Missed him a lot too that old man. It has been 7 years he left the family. He has and was the greatest father for me.
I remembered the time when I was in college and i did a birthday party at my home. My house was full with friends, it was very noise with people talking and loud music at the background then suddenly out of blue everybody went silent. Only the music can be heard. I took a peak from the kitchen door wondering what has happened. Rupanya...my dad just came back from his work and was standing at the front door staring at all of them. All of them mind you...got up and shake hand with my father due to respect. My friends who is smoking willing to throw their cigarettes away although they only puff quarter of it. I was laughing in my heart looking at this scene.
Without even a smile on his face,my late father walked to enter his room. I followed him from behind thinking "waaaa..abah marah ke sebab bising?" Once entered his room, he laughed wholeheartedly....ler....he was just scaring them off only..aih..

That was my father. He has the killer look where everybody is so scared of him but he has a heart of gold. He will helped people no matter who that person is. I am amazed and idolized that character of his.

He used to remind this me .."jangan sekali-kali jadi hamba orang"..

I hold on to that advise till today...

Cheerios...

Past,present and whatever

So,I am back writing in my blog which i have left it exactly 1 year ago. The last that I wrote is when MPH Headquarters was burnt down by my own ex General Manager...went into MPH Corporate Sales Division and so here I am venture into a new world,well not exactly a new world for me,basicly I am more familiar with it. Relating to Oil and Gas matters..supplying Safety Apparels to the government sectors. Hope to find a hubby in the govt sectors...hahahha..finger crossed.

It is kind of weird to type and start my writing again which i have not done it for ages and i seem to be very awkward with it. Its like...is my grammar correct or what i am suppose to type? But what the heck, I am just gonna start typing because i am good in talking nonsense. ok...i am babbling nonsense right now. ahhaha...

Previous and this year was very hectic for me. more like hectic with my surroundings,my job and myself. I feel so suffocated that i could not even breathe properly. I have always feel wanna scream and say "LET ME GO!!!!!" but exactly on why should i scream, i do not know why. There is a certain situation happened few months back which has makes me realized the true meaning of life,friendship and family ties. Not forgetting the word "trust" is important here.

I have trusted someone whom i claimed a very good friend of mine. I have confidence of trust in her and i have actually expressed certain feelings and problems to her but yet she used that "trust" as a weapon to attacked me. I could not defend myself nor i was prepared for the situation. All i remembered, I was dumbfounded and speechless that such things has happened. Worst of all, i have lost my siblings trust towards me.

I can be depressed or angry but i did not. I was very calm and let my family insulted and scolded me. All i know at that period of time, Allah is with me. HE knows what is best for me. HE was the one who gave me this test and as HIS slave, I must face and accepting it. I do not wish once again becomes the person whom I used to be. In past I was a person who has no path in what direction she should go...a person whom always blames others for what has becomes of me...a person whom thinks that when i fell,there will be always somebody to catch me. Never once it will cross my mind,that I have to travel this journey alone. So, here i am...in present now...i have start my journey by myself.

This post will be my last depressing post for this coming year..I hope so..hahaha. no more tears,no more sadness and no more hatred.
With the help by Almight God,Allah and few of my very bestfriends...Alin,Zully,Azura ..I will survive the journey...insyallah.

The past is past...present is present...cry,angry,depressed..get up and move on for a better future...Insyallah..:)

Cheerios...

Finally...

O.M.G...i finally manage to reopen my blog after a year i left it...i even forgot the name of my own blog...ok..i am to excited to start writing again which definitely i will start tomoro..so for now,i shall get my beauty sleep after using my brain to much
wondering wht d heck is password n username..hahhaah
so till then...later bebeh...