Amazingly..2 different kinds of events has occured within 2 weeks in Ramadhan month but somehow or rather I find both
situation are related. when everybody was so happy of getting their yearly bonus,unfortunately for me that I was not among
the lucky ones to receive it. As what the Management calls it.."due to lack of performance" aka "of what happened in Alamanda bookfair before this. oh well..bullshit..all this time..the events..who has make it work? Me or HANTU MPH?
Hmm..yes,i was very frustrated and i was very angry when the day that I went to the bank and realised that only my basic salary was in. Confusion overcomes me and first thing that came into my mind was "Why the heck they did not inform me about this? why did they let me stupidly and excitedly check the account and realised it was 'zero'? I remembered no one was able to comfort me. They were speechless. They do not know how to help except keep telling me to be patient. Don't go and directly 'serang' them..relax urself first..that was the only sentences that are able to come out from their mouth.
But yet, Alhamdulillah...i managed to control my anger by going to surau and pray. At that moment, i prayed to Allah to give me the strength to go through and overcome this problem. After gaining the complete strength,i went upstairs and demand my immediate boss to explain. I still remember how difficult it was for him to create a simple sentences to explain.oh yes..expected..the answer will be becoz of Alamanda case...it was unfair to punish me twice but yet management doesn't look at that way, they look at your performance..i answered "oh really? Which part that i was not performing? I make sure the Karnival Mutiara Minda was up for the first time ever and I handled it myself within 1 month..I helped you sir,to make sure the Jim Rogers seminar to be reality..so are u telling me i was not performing enough? In what way should i prove it somemore sir?" He was speechless and could not answer. Immediately, i requested to take half day and leave before I trash everything out. It took me at least 1 week to calm myself down.
After exactly 2 weeks this event took place...on Monday morning, I was driving to work and reaching at the office, I saw fire brigade was around. I was wondering,which office level was on fire. Unknown to me,i was told by the warehouse staff that MPH got burnt down..i looked at him and say " u kidding me rite"...why should in the time like this? I look up and saw the window nearer my place was broken..i said to myself.."oh dear..this is what i called as karma"...all of us look up and speechless...
- to be continued -
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