Last weekened I went for Emotional Spritual course. It was the most breathtaking journey that I ever venture into. It helps me to find my innerself and alhamdulillah I feel more relaxed nowadays. More secure, peace in my heart and insya ALLAH I am ready to go for Umrah this Monday.
I do not know how to describe how exactly I really felt when I went for ESQ. It is as though you are entirely new person and a whole new life. I stilll remember what Legisan Sugiman (the speaker) said."Do not feel amazed with ESQ, do not feel amazed with us as the speaker but please be amazed with ALLAH of what HE has given to you,how loving and forgiving he is and there is no other GOD that more powerful than HIM".Yes..I remember exactly those exact words. What the speaker says is the truth. They just merely do their duty to make all of us realised the existence of ALLAH and how forgetfull we become about HIM. How bold we became that we can actually forget about HIM...Masha ALLAH.
At ESQ, I met few new friends. Friends that suddenly we have unusual bonding. The bonding that we or no one can never bind in any way. We understand each others problems. We talked to each other as though we became good friends since childhood. ALLAH has create this closeness for us to fight what we believe in and reach the ultimate goal and that goal is to stand still together for ISLAM,ALLAH and HIS PROPHET Nabi Muhammad. Yes, we have that bonding. SUBHANALLAH...
I cried a lot that 3 days. The tears that fell on my cheek realises of what I have done in these past few years. How I wasted my life on unnecessary matters where as there is nothing else matters beside ALLAH S.W.T. How stupid and ignorant was I all this time. Yes..I have realised that.
So here I am everyday asking for HIS forgiveness. To forgive me for all the sins that I have done towards other people and even to HIM. To give me the strength to carry on with this life and to destroys all satans that within me all this time.
May my journey to Makkah will be beneficial and more closer to you YA ALLAH!!!! ALLAHUAKBAR!ALLAHUAKBAR!!ALLAHUAKBAR!!!
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