Unexpected character for unexpected people

It is weird though that when a highly educated people or very religious people tends not to have compassion in them rather than we are whom I called in a simple English 'normal' people. I called it as 'normal' for certain people because we do not attend too many religious classes, did not have so many pious friends but in fact we can be more compassion in heart and not rude towards others. Weird...

Yes,I've seen this so many times and I wonder what have they learned during their classes or when they recite Al Quran. Islam does not determined someones character in just in performing their 5 times prayers or fasting or wearing a hijab. Compassions in your heart does determined also whether you are good Muslim. You can mesmerized the whole Al Quran and you never fail in performing your prayers but if there is a dark side in your heart,what good does it make you?

I am glad that I am 'normal'. I am thankful that ALLAH is always there to guide me and let me see the real world. I have gone through enough situations which makes me realised that no matter what happen, it will turn back to yourself. I was a cruel person. I was a bad tempered person but yet, those character does not lead me anywhere. It leads me to more depressed feelings to the extend that I wish that I was never born to this world. But Allah loves me enough to show me the way back. Light it up the dark side of my heart which for how many years I have blackened it with my own stupidity. There was a light in my soul again and greatest of all, I have gain my compassion in heart again.

When I look around me, seeing the people close to me be the person that I used to be. I am scared and worried for them. Scared they might not given the chance to repent or Allah simply not going to let them see it and let them drowned with their own wrongdoings where as they knew,it is wrong if they continue being that person but yet....they just let themselves drowned.

I prayed for them..I prayed that they realised not only reciting and understanding Al Quran,or performing your duties towards ALLAH will be enough if the heart is not compassion towards other human race...